We act as though comfort and luxury were the chief requirements
of life. All that we need to make us happy
is something to be enthusiastic about. Albert Einstein
My impression of minimalism has evolved from a bare bones decorating style to a passionately simple way of living. Minimalism to me used to be my former boss’s desk. Mr. P’s desk never had anything on top of it unless he was sitting in front of it. When he left his office even the phone was put in a drawer. All surfaces were left open and bare, just begging for a pile of magazines or a chotchkie. It may sound like this emptiness leaves me cold, but truthfully I see the value in coming to a clean slate every day, much like coming to a blank page in writing. But for Mr. P., the slick empty surface was a display of control. I’m sure his assistant had strict orders to maintain the barren appearance of the office. Beyond his office Mr. P. was not what I would today call a minimalist. He was a large consumer of luxury items (busses, motorcycles, artwork, mistresses). He had passion for his work but it was equal to or surpassed by his hunger for wealth and power. In the years (almost twenty) since I worked for Mr. P.’s company I have learned that less is more, not just in desk top tidiness but in the number of relationships I maintain, the number of commitments I juggle and the number of things I own. I’ve learned the less I have the more time I have for what I love.
How do I keep my relationships, commitments and possessions to a minimum? I say No a lot, but in the kindest, gentlest way.:) See below for some of my other methods of stripping down to bare necessities.
Relationships
The relationships under my own roof are sacred. They are the most intense and the most work. I love my husband and my children fiercely. Their four hearts are my first concern even when my own has to be set aside. There is no way around this. I’ve tried. It’s instinctual. I’m centered when my home is calm.
I’ve found an authentic minimalist (not a Mr. P.) in Leo Babauta creator of Zen Habits (mindful website with tag line –smile, breathe and go slowly). In his post Surround Yourself with Passionate People Leo says, Minimalism is about giving up consumption in favor of doing things you’re passionate about and having real relationships with a few people you really value. I have passions and I’m an introvert so this works for me. I have never been one to collect acquaintances. I can only hold up my end of so many relationships. Too many, and all I do is buy birthday cards, host reciprocating parties and burn out. The word networking gives me the willies. Someone once said I only network with people I like. That makes sense to me.
I adore Facebook but use it as a reward. If I finish with priorities (family, exercise, writing) I dig in for a good romp on Facebook. I try not to go so long between fb visits that I binge like a starving man on Little Debbies and lose two hours without knowing it. A couple of 20-30 minute sessions a day keeps me satisfied and up to date. I love connecting with all of my significant others in one place. And yes, I like them all.
I strive to surround myself with passionate people. They come in all walks of life: artists, stay-at-home moms, writers, house cleaners, old, young, friends, relatives. If I see a twinkle in their eye, I want them around me. I don’t make room for nay sayers and energy vampires. I prefer people who get past small-talk. My dearest loved ones can big talk. No one is fascinating 24/7. I would fall into the hopelessly dull category if that were a requirement but I love people who get inspired by books, music, movies, nature, food, fitness and everyday living. Inspired people are inspiring. I also find a comfortable silence to be a wonderful gift. Being in the same room with someone and not feeling the need to chat is a relief. I treasure those who can just BE. If I could host a dream party it would end around 2AM with everyone lying on the grass in our backyard, heads together, legs out, making a human daisy. Our eyes drawn to the stars, our ears drawn to silence but our hearts open to each other’s stories. I know and accept this is NOT everyone’s cup of tea, therefore the guest lists are easily winnowed down.
Commitments
As I said above, I say No a lot. My litmus test for choosing commitments is whether or not they’re meaningful to me. I try very hard to avoid obligations that don’t serve any purpose other than face time. I need time to myself more than I need public recognition.
I used to feel obligated to volunteer in each of my kids’ classrooms weekly. Not anymore. I pick and choose carefully based on what I feel drawn to. I teach Partners in Art because I love learning and teaching about different artists. I get to spend time in the classroom and spread inspiration. I help with Fitness Testing because I believe in health education and physical well-being. I avoid being on the PTA because I know I am not good at organizing and school politics. I would be a horrible carnival planner, fundraising chair or treasurer. I would dread every meeting. My kids whine occasionally about how much less time I spend at school than so and so’s mom. I feel a little guilty but because what I choose is meaningful I don’t do it half-assed or half-hearted. I’m fully present. I enjoy the children and the activity. I’m sure the interest shows in my energy. I hope my kids see and understand my choices and learn to pick their own commitments based on what they cherish rather than what is expected.
Sometimes, even my meaningful commitments need to be reduced. In the case of my Guardian Ad Litem work, I recently decided to put it on hold in order to spend more time with family and writing. I couldn’t juggle everything and be fully functional. I was running through the motions and feeling overwhelmed. I was approaching half-assed. Interestingly enough, once I decided to take a hiatus from GAL other opportunities to help the program came up. I was asked to submit a poem to possibly be used for public awareness and I was asked to be on a panel to answer questions from new Guardians. Both of these opportunities really spoke to me.
Possessions
Henry David Thoreau said, I also have in mind that seemingly wealthy, but most terribly impoverished class of all, who have accumulated dross, but know not how to use it, or get rid of it, and thus have forged their own golden or silver fetters (shackles). I finally get that. I have a house full of possessions. Very often I feel like they possess me. I can’t find anything because it’s lost among all the other things I own. I have to maintain everything. I am a slave to repairmen’s schedules. This winter we had seven visits from repairmen to fix our refrigerator. I almost went postal on General Electric. I long to reduce my possessions and be free.
In an effort to minimize my dross, I spent an afternoon going through my closet getting rid of clothes. For every article of clothing I asked myself Do you feel beautiful in this? Some things I deemed trendy three years ago, and pitched; some things I know I glow in, and saved. Some things were less obvious so I determined their fate based on how comfortable they are.
I have become a clutter Ninja. Under cover of night I silently take out school artwork and last week’s spelling tests. My weapons of choice, my bare hands and the recycle bin. I only grant mercy to very, very meaningful creations. Of course, there are times when the kids discover their artistic treasures in the recycling bin. I’m not above playing confused as to how it got there. I pull it out and wait a week or two before recycling it…again.
I would never say my children are deprived but we make them spend their own money on most toys beyond birthday and holiday gifts. We are starting to see space opening up in the play/junk room. Hallelujah! Now if I could just convince parents to stop providing party favor bags at birthday celebrations. If I had a dollar for every bouncy ball and squishy pet I’ve picked up/thrown away…
I admit we spend money on traveling. I have a sticky note above my computer that says, Spend freely on meaningful experiences. Even when traveling we rarely buy souvenirs. Photos and a travel journal are enough to preserve the memories.
As Albert Einstein said luxury and comfort are not the chief requirements in life. We just need something to be enthusiastic about. I combine this with the idea that relationships and experiences are all that really matter in life (see How Coffee Splits My Personality) and come to the conclusion that if you’re passionate about something or someone, include it or them in your list of things you can’t live without. Be choosy. Like Mr. P, I create space to do the work that makes me feel alive, but unlike him I don’t gather people or things to be powerful. The way I live is a far cry from a monk’s existence but I have discovered the freedom in minimizing clutter and gathering what is meaningful.
What could you let go? What is meaningful and worth keeping?
If you don’t know what you want,” the doorman said, “you end up with a lot you don’t.” ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club
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My soul longs to let go of “stuff” (objects, people, bad habits) that clutter my life! It also panics when I start to do it. Like Debbi says, the McDonald’s plastic toys can be exciting and I need a balance between Mr. P’s desk and constant shiny new gratification.
Thank you for frequently reminding me to let go and live!
I’m all about letting go lately. I firmly believe that less is more. Mostly because I can’t handle a lot of “clutter” and requests of me. I panic some too when I think I am letting go of something I am comfy and familiar with or believe I need to help me. Shiny new things can give us a boost in excitement as long as they are low maintenance.;) I feel free when I keep things simple. Go Jill! Live from who you are.:)
“The relationships under my own roof are sacred. They are the most intense and the most work. I love my husband and my children fiercely. Their four hearts are my first concern even when my own has to be set aside. There is no way around this. I’ve tried. It’s instinctual. I’m centered when my home is calm.”
This quote could have been taken out of my own journal and is EXACTLY the way I feel. So much of what you write about speaks to me..and gives me such incite. So much of life is instinct and I so often wonder why it is that I choose to ignore it sometimes. Why I think I cannot say “no” or that considering my “own” time should be any less sacred or important. Thanks again for sharing and sometimes I need some gentle reminders. 😉
Love ya..
Becca
We are on the same path Becca.:) I have a few years on you, so let me wrangle with the big questions and then pass them on to you, a little smaller.;) One thing I’ve learned recently is to focus on living and not problem solving. Streamlining my schedule so that I can create and LIVE has (surprisingly) led to solutions. Thank you, thank you for your friendship and readership. 🙂
In Vegas, we didn’t come home with much except a t-shirt and the feeling of being in “Candyland” for three days 🙂 You know what I would probably want as a souvenir to remember that by if we were back there? It would be the cheap silver slippers that fold up into the little black bag that says Wynn on it. It would remind me of my throbbing feet from dancing all night in my prized “Dirty Dorothy” shoes at Blush. It might bring back the pain, but the pain and the silver and the Wynn written on the side of the bag would bring back all the good and surreal feelings of the night…and I’d have them the next time I thought I could wear three inch heels for six hours? …eight? Sometimes it only takes something small to trigger an entire field of emotion.
Keeping things…one reason I let myself go on Simple Abundance is that I noticed that it teaches people to hold onto, let go of, and try things that you and I are already trying to change on a higher level and have had multiple conversations about over the past two years…meditation, making peace with yourself, awakening, surrounding yourself only with decor that is you and removing anything that does nothing for you, etc. On many ideas, I thought “And…”. My point is more that, I too have mainly close, unique and genuine friends. I have acquired my decor one piece at a $10 to $15 deal at a time, and I love every piece. I’m the same with my clothing, but this year, I’ve allowed myself to trash a few pieces of “fat clothes” that I wouldn’t even want to wear if I gained weight and didn’t have a dime on me to replace it. I need more support in that department…that is my downfall…holding onto sizes just in case because I can’t afford to replace them if I need them.
My close inner circle of friends…including you…especially you…are worth keeping without a doubt. My family is strong though we may have our roller coasters. I value doing things more than owning too…even if they’re smaller things…visiting family in other cities, camping, lunch/dinner with friends, volunteering…but when I volunteer, I look for groups of people that I will enjoy as well as the work I do. I value every unique person I meet and therefore have met many interesting people. I say therefore because not everyone listens to what the person sitting next to them has to say and therefore misses out on conversations with a woman who does kidney transplants on children, the man who did Ralph Lauren’s leather line, sharing a sip of someone’s $100 shot of scotch, etc.
Oh…and food is worth savoring. Amazing food is amazing in the way it infiltrates all of my senses…yes, food orgasm is possible.
As to the McDonald toys and party favor bags, I say…it’s a good deal. They get small plastic prizes that excite the kids because they are new. In two weeks they are broke and get thrown away and make way for the next party…as opposed to something that lasts…
You do savor people, food, clothing, experiences.:) In the paring down you’ve done because of financial necessity, you’ve made your life very rich, a Haiku Life (I may use this as a book title someday;). I treasure the pics from Vegas – they are colorful and beautiful gifts. I’m with you regarding Simple Abundance. I still find nuggets of new knowledge but sometimes they are encased in decorating tips that don’t resonate or I don’t find relevant. I still continue to read because I have a habit of having to finish things. I am working on that.:)